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:: Friday, April 11, 2003 ::
Before I forget:
I am at my most comfortable, psychologically, in a cage, it would appear. I'm tricky. I need the right kind of pressure, and there's so many wrong kinds.
Ugh, I feel awful. Again. Why the deuce do I keep DOING this to myself? The only reason I'm not giving up wholesale is largely chemical...how awful is that? Really, what have I descended into? No real needs are being fulfilled. I need touch, rest, sleep, routine, diligence, balance. This is the opposite of all this. Oh well. The work's SORT of getting done, isn't it?
:: Aziz 7:23 AM
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