:: a.whisper.in.water ::

:: Sunday, April 06, 2003 ::

Big Apple, 3 A.M...
Sick props to anyone who gets that. Don't worry if you don't. Yeah, more like 5 a.m., really. Daylight Stupid and all. I'm going home in about 12 hours, which is more than a little saddening. I think I know why Jenn's computer can stay online for such a long time: she doesn't use it the way I do. I'm already downloading programs (Ad-Aware! It's necessary stuff), personalizing programs she doesn't use, deleting things I sent her that she'll never listen to/watch because she just doesn't...oh well. It takes a nerd to care for a machine. I just hope that the tracking files it found aren't necessary for her computer's operation. The Gator corporation sent its tendrils deep into her poor machine. I like it, really. I mean, I like mine more for a few reasons, but honestly, given the choice of hers or mine, I'd pick my brother's. Bum doesn't know how to personalize a machine.

I'm working away on my history essay. Everything is late, nothing is getting done...it's crucial, absolutely crucial, for me to get home early, study hard, and go to bed. It's not good that I don't feel entirely fulfilled right now, even though most of the time while I'm here I do. It's just sad, really, dealing with an unresponsive Jenny. S'not her fault, clearly...I'm just a little too fragile to deal with that sort of seperation, even when we're together. I've also been a shade more jealous than normal, which is certainly no good. Only adding to my concern is the appearance of Daft Punk's "Something About Us," on her computer, which is a little weird, since I don't recall sending it to her, even though odds are shamefully high that I did, and just forgot about it. In a total burst of creepiness, file properties indicate its creation exactly a year ago to this day. Maybe her computer's falling for me, and sensed my desire for Daft Punk, though I think I'd rather hear "Superheroes" again. Oof, so odd. Perhaps I listened to it around the time of the Leah fiasco, when I was downloading Daft Punk for the first time, and sent this Jenn's way, where she probably listened to it perhaps half of once. It's megaspooky that I'd find it again after a year, after having discovered quite how good Discovery is.

As in most things, I'm sure this present situation will just take a night's worth of sleep to fix. All the schoolwork, well, that's another story, one that's not really changing enough, tragically enough. ::sigh:: Yay, discontentment.

Music of the Moment: Belle & Sebastian - It Could Have Been a Brilliant Career


:: Aziz 5:47 AM [+] ::
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