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:: Sunday, May 04, 2003 ::
The State That I Am In
Whatever, it'll all get done, or it won't. It probably will.
I woke up at 6pm today because I didn't want to get out of bed. There really isn't much call to. I know it wouldn't really make me all that happy. I'm a little sad I missed May Day altogether at Bryn Mawr, but I blame yesterday for that. Yesternight definitely failed to come through as a decent Saturday, much less the fantastic culmination of the best time I've had at Haverford that last year's Haverfest was. Solitude beyond solitude, I'd say. I'm sorry if Ally thought I was brushing her off...I don't dance with girls on account of the girlfriend, and I didn't feel like dancing anyway.
Then, feeling lonely as deuce, there were Jenn issues that if I talk about them, I'm liable to come under fire for always making her sound bad. So I guess I can't talk about them. Nothing got resolved last night, and nothing looks any more resolvable now, and I'm definitely not ready to just accept what happened as simple consequence, even though I know that's what it was. Maybe seeing SI quietly vilified in Marshall at 8 will bring cheer to my late-term abortion weekend.
:: Aziz 6:58 PM
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